Not good enough.. I wonder if I’ll ever be enough.

I loved the last 4 days and nights we spendt together. I couldn’t believe it when you texted me, I thought I would never see you again… You make me feel so good, I would give up everything just to be with you. I’ll never meet someone like you. I just hope it meant something to you, that we’re gonna start to see each other often again because you mean the world to me and we had an amazing time. I miss when we were together…

”I don’t want this moment to ever end, Where everything’s nothing without you

I’ll wait here forever just to see you smile, ’Cause it’s true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know, With everything I won’t let this go, these words are my heart and soul, I’ll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show”

I’m losing myself so much… I feel like I’m losing everything and everyone I care about. And I lost you. Almost three months ago, but it’s not hurting less as time goes by. I try to trick myself but nothing takes my mind away from you. You’re everything I want, everything I could ever dream of.

I miss him so much… Words can’t explain

I dont even know what’s real anymore…

Thank you so much for taking the time to write my this… I’m trying my hardest :) <3